...Alright I just blacked out right during that sentence. I'm not even kidding you. What the hell, those letters aren't even near each other?? WAS I TYPING IN A BLACKOUT??? Well, that was the best timing of anything I've ever seen, EVER. I feel more aware now. Lets see.. so based on my facebook status I posted before I began writing I think I could have been gone for a few minutes. It couldn't have been only a second or two. I feel too awake now. I wonder how many times this has happened? The only reason I notice this is because of what I typed. DARN YOU MICROSLEEP! Beforehand I was seeing hallucinations and so many voices and sounds everywhere and it was getting extremely annoying, which is why I began writing this and now there are few if any. Also there was a lot, I mean a lot of rapid eye movement.
I hate the full blown hallucinations. I was looking into a mirror and it was dark and a evil looking person appeared out of no where and I freaked out. But I'm beginning to face them and trying to make them into what I want rather than random scary things. I keep seeing an eye peeking at me through the door, but I'm getting used to this so it's not scary.
Rah! This REM keeps happening. And so is the daydream thing now. Huh.
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-Dreams come true..literally-
Mirrors are the devil when you're tripping. They are confusing/disorienting even at the best of times. AVOID MIRRORS! Put on some muuuuusic (I recommend Dark Side of the Moon if you're familiar with it, if not it might freak you out even more).
ReplyDeleteYeah it was pretty bad. But I began to stare at it so I would maybe not be so afraid. I saw different things and it did actually get better. Dark rooms, however.. no thanks, not for me.
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