03:08:21:40
It is getting increasingly difficult to concentrate on anything. It's also difficult to type and even use my mouse..and read of course. I forget what I'm doing and can't remember so I do something else until I recall. I can keep my eyes open, staying awake isn't much of an issue anymore. It's the pain I get in my stomach. I also get nausea. And my paranoia is almost unbearable. I turned off the lights in my room because for some reason I thought it was light outside and and therefore light in my room, but it wasn't. I kind of sat there in shock until it did actually got light out, hoping things would start looking up from there.. but no, things got worse. I'm hallucinating left and right. I really don't think it's the worst it can get. They aren't full blown hallucinations. But they scare the shit outa me. I cried. This isn't pleasant, it's not fun, but I'm going to finish the week no matter what.. okay that's a lie. I have no idea anymore.
I also feel like I'm a different person. Maybe I act about the same, not including the rambling like a stoner part, but it's more of the way I think I guess.
-I'm going to die-
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